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| In my head, it's messier... |
It is already a month since I've completed my internship. This also mark a month of my job at the same workplace. Yes, I already received my first ouh-I'm-so-excited salary. Not much but enough for me. Everything remain the same except there are more work now, and more trust.
I'm being lazy on my crochet work, so I'm unprocrochetinating on my projects. Busy with life does not include my projects, lately it seems.
Enough babbling. Yesterday, my same-age cousin got engaged with a Johorean. Makes me think WHEN will be my time. Damn it! Damn it all. OK, I admit that I'm jealous. Maybe mine is being someone's before being mine. I met many ungentle guys in my entire life. I rather be in friends with those guys so I can casually smack their faces without being sued. I can handle rude friends but not rude lovers. I'm not an M.
Blogging at work makes me feel mature. Yup, it is only imaginary. I'm still young, I can imagine anything that I want! I really don't wanna be older. But if time stops, there will be no progression in what I did and there will be no chance for me to do other stuff... Yes, I imagine when time stops, everybody is frozen, in time.
Babbling again. Sorry. I'm cleaning my thoughts, that's why I'm posting this mess here. So feel free to read it and if you are kind enough please help me sort it out.
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