Shutting out REALITY

It have been a hard week for this family. Common problem, impossible to solve - MONEY. I don't know how to solve it with my immature mind. It's true, since my parents never let me feel the extreme hardship they face for living.

I want to do something to lessen my mom's finance. I can't think of anything. If only my trip to Kuching, Sarawak need no money and my st*pid bro didn't make problem. You know, he wreck his friend's car. Yes, that require lots of money. Lots.

I saw my mom cried and I think it's time I really need to find something to make money. I'm good at crocheting but I don't have enough enthusiasm to make lots of products at a time.

My last hope is becoming a runner; selling nasi lemak in the college. MYR10 for an hour, 3 days a week seems fair to me. This time, I won't tell my mother. It's a good way to exercise too. You would do it to, coz you you can exercise and getting money!

OK, even though I'm feeling like abandoning that idiot, he's still my brother. It's painful to see when my mother is ignoring that idiot. I just hope he ask for forgiveness from Mom A.S.A.P.

I'm in dilemma. But you know, all of them are family. I just hope there's a light at the end of this horrible tunnel.