Let's hear me mumble again.
I'm enrolling to university at the end of this month. And what's discouraging me is my MOM. But hey, read first, if you are a mom, or disagree with me.
Why do I said my mom discouraging me? First, my brother failed a subject. Second, this is my second attempt to be a student again after flunking my course last time. (OK, OK, it's my fault)
Because of my brother's failed subject, I'm being scolded along with him? Hey, what's it with me? I'm trying to start a new life here! (please note that I'm saying this to myself, I wouldn't dare to say it out loud, RESPECT YOUR PARENTS!)
Ah~ I get it! Maybe this is all associated with the last time when I flunked my course. Oh no, I just realized, I'm slow on things like this!
I'm being honest here. I really want to start anew. Without a support from anyone, I'll be like last time, after I knew I've failed, being in a trauma. It took me a long time to recover. I don't wanna be a LOSER anymore. You want me to use proper English? I'll use proper English. I'm trying to be what you want me to be. I'm trying, really. I just hope that my actions are approved along the way. if there's any mistake, help me fix it.
And I know I'm a spoiled child. I have lots of demands. I'll try not to demand anything anymore. I know I'm loved by you, mom. And I love you too.
OK! Enough confessing. If you think this is so... =.=, I can't help you. Help yourself.
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